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From the American Vets
Traveling Tribute website
Note: "From the Other Side" is an original composition by Patrick
Camunes
(used by permission of the author.)
At first there was no place for us to go until someone put up that Black
Granite Wall. Now, everyday and night, my Brothers and my Sisters wait to see
the many people from places afar file in front of this Wall.
Many stopping briefly and many for hours and some that come on a regular
basis. It was hard at first, not that it's gotten any easier, but it seems
that many of the attitudes towards that war that we were involved in have
changed.
I can only pray that the ones on the other side have learned something
and more Walls as this one, needn't be built.
Several members of my unit and many that I did not recognize have called
me to the Wall by touching my name that is engraved upon it. The tears aren't
necessary but are hard even for me to hold back.
Don't feel guilty for not being with me, my Brothers. Touch the Wall, my
Brothers, so that we can share in the memories that we had.
I have learned to put the bad memories aside and remember only the
pleasant times we had together.
Tell our other Brothers out there to come and visit me, not to say Good Bye but
to say Hello and be together again, even for a short time and to ease the pain
of loss that we all share.
Today, an irresistible and loving call comes from the Wall. As I approach
I can see an elderly lady and as I get closer I recognize her... It's Momma!
As much as I have looked forward to this day, I have also regretted it
because I didn't know what reaction I would have.
Next to her, I suddenly see my wife and immediately think how hard it
must of been for her to come to this place and my mind floods with the pleasant
memories of thirty years past.
There's a young man in a military uniform standing with his arm around
her... My God!... It has to be my son. look at him trying to be the man without
a tear in his eye.
I yearn to tell him how proud I am, seeing him standing tall, straight
and proud in his uniform.
Momma comes closer and touches the Wall and I feel the soft and gentle
touch I had not felt in so many years.
Dad has crossed to this side of the Wall and through our touch, I try to
convey to her that Dad is doing fine and is no longer suffering or feeling pain.
I see my wife's courage building as she sees Momma touch the Wall and she
approaches and lays her hand on my waiting hand.
All the emotions, feelings and memories of three decades past flash
between our touch and I tell her that it's alright.
Carry on with your life and don't worry about me and a big burden has
been lifted from her.
I watch as they lay flowers and other memories of my past.
My lucky charm that was taken from me and sent to her by my CO, a
tattered and worn teddy bear that I can barely remember having as I grew up as a
child and several medals that I had earned and was presented to my wife.
One of them is the Combat Infantry Badge that I am very proud of and I
notice that my son is also wearing this medal. I had earned mine in the jungles
of Vietnam and he had probably earned his in the desserts of Iraq.
I can tell that they are preparing to leave and I try to take a mental
picture of them together, because I don't know when I will see them again.
I wouldn't blame them if they were not to return and can only thank them
that I was not forgotten.
My wife and Momma near the Wall for one final touch and so many years of
indecision, fear and sorrow are let go.
As they turn to leave I feel my tears that had not flowed for so many
years, form as if dew drops on the other side of the Wall.
They slowly move away with only a glance over their shoulder. My son
suddenly stops and slowly returns. He stands straight and proud in front of me
and snaps a salute.
Something makes him move to the Wall and he puts his hand upon the Wall
and touches my tears that had formed on the face of the Wall and I can tell that
he senses my presence there and the pride and the love that I have for him.
He falls to his knees and the tears flow from his eyes and I try my best
to reassure him that it's alright and tears do not make him any less of a man.
As he moves back wiping the tears from his eyes, he silently mouths, God
Bless you, Dad... God Bless YOU, Son... We WILL meet someday but in the
meanwhile, go on your way... There is no hurry... There is no hurry at all.
As I see them walk off in the distance, I yell out to THEM and EVERYONE
there today, as loud as I can... THANKS FOR REMEMBERING and as others on this
side of the Wall join in,
I notice that the U.S. Flag that so proudly flies in front of us
everyday, is flapping and standing proudly straight out in the wind today...
THANK YOU ALL FOR REMEMBERING...
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